That Feeling

I had forgotten "that feeling" until I had it today and remembered I had the same feeling at the same instant last year. The first warm day of the year and it all comes flooding back: the smell, the stickiness, the energy in the air...all project me back to summer 2003 and being on treatment. I almost got sick when I walked outside today and it didn't occur to me why...until I remembered "that feeling." And then of course it made perfect sense.